Now wouldn't necessarily be a bad time but it would probably the mood of this and not really in a bad way. Matt knows that he loves Lydia. He hasn't told her because he's scared as well. Lydia could break his heart, and if she does he's got to live here with it. It seems safer to keep his feelings to himself for the moment.

His brow creases with worry as he watches her, waiting for her to speak.

The smile isn't entirely reassuring and his stomach roils with nerves. HIs throat clenches tight with it. He relaxes marginally when she finally says they should do this more often, but he's not entirely put at ease. "Yeah, it is," he agrees, still watching her intently as the water rushes over her body.