For a moment, after Matt responds, Lydia just looks back at him and she realizes that maybe now isn't a good time. No, now is a really bad time. She's in too deep and she'll hurt too much if she scares him away.

That fear clenches her throat and her stomach like a vise and Lydia freezes up.

She doesn't say what she'd meant to say. Instead, she gives him a small smile. "We should do this a lot more often," is what she says instead, closing her eyes again to tilt her head back to rinse. "It's really nice."