Adam thinks about it a lot, about what comes next. It's something that's deeply ingrained in him to look ahead to what's coming, what's next, where he's going before he even gets there, to plot out a course. The only times he ever seems to act impulsively are the times when he's with Ronan, and that one time he did it on his own and sacrificed himself to Cabeswater, but even that was thought out before it happened.
The point is that he thinks about it more than he should. How does one explain the need for lubricant in commissary? Even the thought makes Adam's skin flush with added heat, which he's thankful can be attributed to his current state. Just the idea of what the need for lube implies, makes his body shudder in a good way.
He's already so close to the edge, rocking himself into Ronan's palm while Ronan does the same with him. He isn't thinking that anyone could walk in. He isn't thinking about the camera in the corner of the room recording everything. He isn't thinking about the time growing near where gas will start hissing into the room from the vent. There's only this, only Ronan and the way Ronan is making him feel and the reactions he's getting out of Ronan. Adam isn't nearly so vocal as Ronan. He lets his arousal take over in the same way he does everything else: quietly But the way everything inside and out is coiled tight, the way his body tenses and briefly flutters, the way he holds his breath and then spills onto his boyfriend's hand, Adam might as well be screaming.
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The point is that he thinks about it more than he should. How does one explain the need for lubricant in commissary? Even the thought makes Adam's skin flush with added heat, which he's thankful can be attributed to his current state. Just the idea of what the need for lube implies, makes his body shudder in a good way.
He's already so close to the edge, rocking himself into Ronan's palm while Ronan does the same with him. He isn't thinking that anyone could walk in. He isn't thinking about the camera in the corner of the room recording everything. He isn't thinking about the time growing near where gas will start hissing into the room from the vent. There's only this, only Ronan and the way Ronan is making him feel and the reactions he's getting out of Ronan. Adam isn't nearly so vocal as Ronan. He lets his arousal take over in the same way he does everything else: quietly But the way everything inside and out is coiled tight, the way his body tenses and briefly flutters, the way he holds his breath and then spills onto his boyfriend's hand, Adam might as well be screaming.