Tony feels the way that Steve inhales, how he inches towards him, and it just manages to rev him up even more. As he continues to hold onto his shirt, he presses the side of his fingers against his skin, as if trying to see how much he can get away with, hopefully without ruining things. If there's even a second in which Steve shows any signs of him not wanting Tony to touch him like this yet, he's ready to pull back, but for now he's just savoring the way that his skin feels. How warm he is. The tone of his muscles, the way he can feel him move, and goddamn, it feels like he's getting lost in the whirlwind of emotions that Steve is drawing out of him.
It's more than just attraction that he's feeling right now, though. It's more than just being turned on by the way that Steve is kissing him, the way he feels against him. It scares him - terrifies him, really - to feel like this, because he knows what this will lead to. He knows what this is. This isn't the first time that Tony has been in love, after all, but he knows his track record. He knows what generally happens and what he generally does when he's in love. There's always something that goes sideways, something that he screws up, ways that he can't quite get it right because apparently Tony Stark just wasn't designed for this kind of thing, and for a moment he even contemplates stopping this. Because shouldn't he at least warn Steve that he's a disaster when it comes to this?
He doesn't want to mess this up, though. That's not new, either, because he has made those resolutions before, but...maybe this time it really can be different. Maybe they can get this right.
God, he wants to get this right. It's an overwhelming sensation that makes him hold onto him a little tighter, kiss him a little deeper, as if silently committing even if he hasn't managed to even gather enough courage to fully admit to himself that he's in love with this man.
Especially when he feels the way that Steve's hand moves. The way his fingertips brush against his skin, and another moan escapes his lips as his hips thrust a little against him. It's entirely unplanned, but the way that Steve's hand is suddenly against his skin - his body is just reacting to the touch. To how electric this feels, to how much he wants him. He knows the intent of why Steve pulls back, but Tony is also having a hard time doing so. Because he's so much into this that his breathing is ragged, and he wants to just pull Steve in again.
He doesn't, though. Not for now, anyway. Instead, with how close Steve is to him right now, he leans in so he can press a kiss against the side of his neck. It's slow, his breathing still out of sync as he presses his lips against his skin, but the kiss lingers for a moment. He can feel Steve's pulse and the way it seems to vibrate against his skin, and his hand lets go of his shirt so he can move his hand along his skin until it reaches the small of his back. "Is this okay?" he breathes against his neck before pressing another small kiss against his neck.
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It's more than just attraction that he's feeling right now, though. It's more than just being turned on by the way that Steve is kissing him, the way he feels against him. It scares him - terrifies him, really - to feel like this, because he knows what this will lead to. He knows what this is. This isn't the first time that Tony has been in love, after all, but he knows his track record. He knows what generally happens and what he generally does when he's in love. There's always something that goes sideways, something that he screws up, ways that he can't quite get it right because apparently Tony Stark just wasn't designed for this kind of thing, and for a moment he even contemplates stopping this. Because shouldn't he at least warn Steve that he's a disaster when it comes to this?
He doesn't want to mess this up, though. That's not new, either, because he has made those resolutions before, but...maybe this time it really can be different. Maybe they can get this right.
God, he wants to get this right. It's an overwhelming sensation that makes him hold onto him a little tighter, kiss him a little deeper, as if silently committing even if he hasn't managed to even gather enough courage to fully admit to himself that he's in love with this man.
Especially when he feels the way that Steve's hand moves. The way his fingertips brush against his skin, and another moan escapes his lips as his hips thrust a little against him. It's entirely unplanned, but the way that Steve's hand is suddenly against his skin - his body is just reacting to the touch. To how electric this feels, to how much he wants him. He knows the intent of why Steve pulls back, but Tony is also having a hard time doing so. Because he's so much into this that his breathing is ragged, and he wants to just pull Steve in again.
He doesn't, though. Not for now, anyway. Instead, with how close Steve is to him right now, he leans in so he can press a kiss against the side of his neck. It's slow, his breathing still out of sync as he presses his lips against his skin, but the kiss lingers for a moment. He can feel Steve's pulse and the way it seems to vibrate against his skin, and his hand lets go of his shirt so he can move his hand along his skin until it reaches the small of his back. "Is this okay?" he breathes against his neck before pressing another small kiss against his neck.